but i really can't be fucked to go out anymores , to like far places and all i do at home is eat like dried cranberries and watch tv. i feel like im drifting away from everyone and i get pissed randomly at people who i'm usually so close to and never get pissed at.

but on the upside , home's been so much better but i haven't seen dad in two weeks which i dont know if its good or not. its definitely calmer and i haven't fought with mum in like forever and she is willing to send me to the station and i full on raged at her last week and then she ended up dragging me to jess' place but i forgot stuff when we were basically there and she drove me back and all. i'm happy :)


yeah ; thats a weird post up there
and mary called me weird just then and it got me thinking...i've changed so much from last year.LOL
but yeah :)